I’m not allowed to embed the actual video, sorry.

Boba’s gone to America for a month, goodluck to her. Apa and faizaan have also gone, for quite a while but we know they’ll be back. emphasis on the KNOW. The house is extremely quiet and I’ve got exams … 5 more to go. Sanna is also waiting for her results from hecky, to see if she’s gotten in, but we also KNOW that she will pass..yes, you sanna have to be optimistic.

sanna’s turn.FEESA is getting her exams to see what uni she gets into she want to get into optometry in any good uni. MANY is the brainiac of our family we want him to go to oxford our cambridge. hes realy annoying though. Asha is the best one.

Ayeshas turn. i am the best one as sanna has said before. i think you should keep chasing pavements. and glees gonna come on at night. feesas eating my cake and for the first time ive got a proper homework. im gonna go get more gattoeoeoeo cake to eat.

you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold

umm, maybe just Happy New Year. No frills attached.

hiii… I thought I’d update because no-one else in the whole world is, you know it’s been sooo busy over the last few days and weeks. Mum has gone to pakistan to attend her 2 brothers wedding, I was talking to dad yesterday and he said that it would be the first time that ALL of the brothers and sisters would be together; all 9 of them,lol. Which made me think that it would be the last as sad as it sounds, they all live faaarr away from each other in all these different countries, which sucks, speaking personally ie. Apa and America…

Mentioning her, she is COMING BACK TODAY..only for 2 days but still…. My iccle zaany along with her, I was just on Facebook and saw her husbands brothers status, saying that he would miss F, lol I know exactly how he feels but hey, I guess it happens to everyone. Boba made kheer yesterday which was quite funny it was a MESS, me and dad were just looking in the pot and shaking our heads while laughing hysterically, not sure why though as both of us are just as useless.

Anyone else love Joe as much as me… he should sooo win Xfactor..I can’t embed it but I have linked it

I am going to Meadowhall tomorrow, for the whole day with my friends and I am not coming back until it is very very late and very very dark!

Right now , things have got a bit too much, I seriously do feel down…mainly because I found out my parents couldn’t care less about us. THE PRESSURE is absolutley enormous, from all sides..esp things I don’t want to even think about *(Marriage!!). it literally makes me ill.

so, I’ve got 13 weeks till my exams and on top of that I have to pay, like £50 quid for the resits, which I’m not happy about, as I kinda got bullied by a teacher to do one, not naming any names *cough*mr jones*cough*!!agghhh.

I’m seriously scared as I’m taking all of last years Chemistry again, although I don’t think I did that bad, but hey what can you do??

Also, do you guys like my new sidebar?? I’ve changed a few pictures..I don’t really like all of them but I can’t be bothered finding really good ones and THEN adding all that html stuff to make sure it’s the right width and length…

btw, does anyone else watch Merlin, which is the first picture on the sidebar, I know it’s a childreny programme and everything but it’s really good, no matter what Boba says! I won’t give up my love for Merlin, come what may ahh, Blood diamond and kite runner, both brilliant movies and must sees, they are the only films I’ve watched that have truely got to me. brilliant!

Ciao

Ever since I can remember, my big sis-Aapa has always been there, one way or another; either by the huge mess she leaves behind her wherever she goes or by that annoying laugh, or even the non-stop arguments she used to have with my mum. Both of them feel the need to be right and then tell the other one that they are either stupid or ‘dont know what the hell they are talking about’!

I also saw old home videos, where she has them ginormous glasses on, and we laugh at her and say how ridiculous she looks, apparently my dad said that those were the best glasses ever.( Probably because he wore the same style ones!) she also seems to be making Kebabs in the home videos, God, what a rowdy lot we are and were. So you kind of get where I’m coming from here, she was the typical big sister who you spent your childhood with and then suddenly you grow up and she becomes kind of annoying, but you totally get where she’s coming from.

She got married 5 years ago, good times for her and the rest of us..somehow she stayed with us all that time, which seems like a huge amount of time, but for both us time flew by. A few months ago she got the news that her visa had come through and she would be leaving along with Faizaan who is about 8 months now, I could tell that when she got that news she was quite close to tears and really upset. But you know, that’s the way life goes and we all excepted it. She spent Eid day with us, where we had much fun and a few days later she was gone.

It’s then you realise how quiet the house is without them, don’t get me wrong there’s still like eight of us, but when you come from a huge family one person, or two in this case, make all the difference. My mum keeps quite most of the time, is always saying how much she misses her, just not to her face, personally I think she misses the arguments they used to have. I miss her, just for the talks and of course the gorgeous kid she had, not forgetting the money. What I’m trying to say is that we all miss her for our individual reasons, mainly because she affected our lives in different ways…but she has her new life in Amrica now and good luck to her!

(it just sucks that she and F are sooo far away, on the plus side American summer here I come!)

Yeah so it is that time of the year again. Except that these are the longest rozay that I have ever kept, but they are not too bad as I rarely feel hungry! The twins are keeping them for the first time, except that the BOY seems to complain too much and dreams of all sorts of fatty food which always makes me laugh especially when he rants LOL.

I also got my results for AS level which went ABCD, kinda cool right but not good enough for Medicine!! No matter, I am not that disappointed. Maybe in the future some time… I’ll just be doing optometry instead.

So everyone have a good month and don’t forget to PRAY..for yourselves and for me